Tag Archives: Spirituality

01.12.2012, 02.12.2012

Saturday 01.12.2012 I woke up early. The thought of escaping to a monastery returned to me. I prayed to be better, mum told me a counselor spoke on Sitel TV about the happiness. We should go on after our failures. … Continue reading

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Friday 30.11.2012

Once upon a time there was an antisocial teenager with huge desire to find friends. He cried and wept and sobbed, waiting for the perfect moment. He went to college hoping that the real him will make a real explosion … Continue reading

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24.11.2012, 25.11.2012

Saturday 24.11.2012. I didn’t go to Stip. At 09:07 Gulben shared that she’s with Muriel at Campus 2. I didn’t know whether to believe, she might have posted it because the dean released them, so they were timefilling. Why exactly … Continue reading

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Thursday 22.11.2012

Andrea wasn’t in the bus. While I was waiting in the faculty’s hall, the first group arrived without Andrea. Muhammed and Dave shook hands with me and sat next to me. After Dave swapped with Gulben, I asked her if … Continue reading

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Tuesday 20.11.2012

Late again, Andrea suggested me to enter on the pause, I accepted wanting it from before not because I was afraid of the professor, but because I didn’t want all the others to turn around and look at me. On … Continue reading

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Monday 19.11.2012

Before I went to faculty I opened Facebook to see if there were any news from Al, there were: He had shared an Arsenal photo the previous day. Didn’t accept me. Let it be. I am able to check all … Continue reading

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Friday 16.11.2012

As the bus was late again, I arrived just after the I.T. assistant opened the door to my group and Nelson I. He thinks he can impose wherever, whenever he wants. Doesn’t he realise he’s more than boring? I said … Continue reading

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Monday 22.10.2012

Ducky told A.B. sth about me, Ted looked at me, then he turned his head and I just passed not looking at them. It could have been perfect, but it was easier for me not to dare. In Stip I … Continue reading

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Tuesday 25.09.2012

Finally the day officially the lectures started. Again, I waited for the school bus to pass first. Luckily the bus stopped in front of the Mining faculty. I found the Amphitheater 2. On my entering I spotted a male in … Continue reading

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Saturday 15.09.2012

Aunt Tricia came to make ajvar at our place. I was afraid to come out because of my new eye-brows, so I knockingly called mum. I wanted she to draw the missing parts with crayon. Why I did that to … Continue reading

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