Thursday 26.07.2012

Bill and Dominic came.

My family was hardly convincing me to go on the football tournament in which Sammy played. I have decided to go only when Sammy is playing + the finale, but even when he did play I didn’t want to be seen from kids who know me from my window hiding from the most popular window in Zlox. Besides, big reason is that I’m not a sport fan at all and I’m more mature, I understand that I have nothing interesting to do there. Would I go to watch the Devil? Why now? My feelings are gone for him and now I only want to be friend with someone who truly believes in me. Luckily, a guest Rosie Bootage arrived, so mum was distracted, but when she was leaving, M. came to pick me up for football on dad’s demand. I was looking through the window and because I had stretched myself too much, M. forced me back. I wanted to listen Rosie Bootage more, so I went downstairs, but she had already left due to uncle’s “loud alarm”. However, I saw Al and Dave coming. I decided chances would be smaller to see me standing behind the door than being at the door. Anyway Dave spotted me, I kept looking at him.
-Nick. – he said and waved me.
I waved him back.
Al laughed. I guess what makes me interesting to others is my mediation between the crazy and the normal. I’m unpredictable…

Immediately my mood changed. Sometimes all I need is a sincere smile full of love. Very hardly, with the relief that we’ll take another way, mum managed to convince me to go, when Michael was on the road.

We sat in front of the kinder-garten where Bill, Dominic and Zack were. I was serious, hiding behind M. and not interested in the game. Sammy was late. I didn’t want to wait for the end of the match as I wanted to watch people from the window when they’ll be getting home, so I left during the second half. From the window I saw girls that were looking and waving at me. Mum put the blinds down and she cried to which I responded “I have right to fight for my own rights!” meaning this is my way to communicate with people and hopefully eventually befriend them.

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Writing a diary. Life is a FIGHT!
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2 Responses to Thursday 26.07.2012

  1. makagutu says:

    Hey, hope you are well.

  2. Real real me says:

    I am well my friend, but I feel busy… I had a little rest for the holidays, but the faculty obligations haven’t stopped. How are you doing?

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